Fat days.

Ugh.
I've been wanting to write this post for a long time, but every time I start I can't come up with anything smart to say to you. I want to make you feel better and inspire you, but how can I when I'm the worst example of having good self confidence?

Almost everyone has fat days. I don't know about guys, but girls most certainly do. Age and appearance doesn't matter. It doesn't matter how loved you are. How much you weight. How many followers you have on instagram.
Everyone feels fat sometimes.

I'll try to help you beat the fat day in the face, because feeling fat should NEVER ruin your day. Ever.

You are not fat. You may feel fat, but you should know that a feeling isn't the real thing. The more you tell yourself something, the more your brain will bealieve it. Instead of standing in front of the mirror, thinking how ugly and fat you are, think about the good things. Look into your eyes. Put on some makeup if it makes you feel better. Eat something healthy for breakfast. Take a fruit with you to school or work, wherever you go. Take a walk outside. Take a hot shower. Make yourself comfortable. Put on a pair of jeans you know you look good in. Think positively. Don't let a fat feeling ruin your day. You're not fat, and you're most certainly not ugly.

And if nothing works, you can just fake it. If you walk into a room feeling fabulous, then everyone else will think you are.
Because you are.

Have a wonderful day! 

Ps. I have fat days too often... Maybe I should start following my own tips ;)

Snake hand body paint

A while ago I decided to camouflage my hand so that I could put it against a tree and it would look like my hand was cut off. But then I changed my plans and instead painted my hand into a snake. I've seen a lot of body paints like this on instagram and youtube, so I thought why not. I mean, I love snakes, and I love challenges. And this was really a challenge to me since I've never done anything like this in particular. And here's how it turned out :)

I like how it doesn't really look that realistic, but more like... well, a painted snake. It adds some kind of "artsyness" to it. What do you think?
This took about an hour for the scales, and then an hour more for the highlights (which is why it looks so silverish, even if I just used plain gray and white). Should I make more of these or was it just a waste of time? :DD

Baaiihh

Summer

Yes! It's finally summer and the sun is finally shining!!

Nope. Not here in Finland anyways.
We've had some pretty rainy days. I don't have anything against rain, actually I love rain. The sound of it is so soothing, and rain on the skin. Ah...
But nobody want's to go swimming with me when it's cold outside, and swimming when everyone else is waiting on the beach and freezing isn't that fun. And that's why I wish for the sun to shine on us, at least a little.
One of the positive things with rainy days is that I can watch movies and sit by my computer tapping stories onto the screen from morning to night. My back isn't happy about it though :D

I don't know what other to say right now. I just want to welcome you all to my blog. I've had countless blogs since I was like nine, but none of them has ever been showed off to the public to see (I'm not really sure if I want anyone to see this blog either... We'll see...).

I'll post some artsy pics soon. Since it's been raining, I've had lots of time to paint all over my floors and skin (I just find paper too boring sometimes. Gotta stay weird, huh). Also, I've started writing a novel, and because I'm a bad person, I'll not tell anyone what it's about before the first draft is done (which is January fifth, if it goes as I planned (which never happens by the way)).

So bye ^_^